I want certainty my dear reader
Physician or become something that related with mathematics all the time 
Engineer or actuary
? The former may be the best for me but im not sure in what field. Aerospace 
or any else? Yes... I love Physics becouse it dives into basic nature of how things work. I always become comfortable studying something new in Physics eventhough it may be a quantum physics, something that unseen but play with logical mind. The letter might be the best too as I learnt Mathematics so seriously in this one year. Grrrr.... Algebra, Calculus, Statistcis, Engineering Maths, Vector... This uncertainty feeling makes me feel increasingly hopeless about my future. Am I on demand? What can I do to change my outlook and fullfill my life... huarghhhhhh! stress!
I was afraid if I turned into a lion chasing after a nut that Im not even sure I need.
Im searching something that reliable to grab ahold of!
These 7th and 8th of June are my IELTS exam days. Pray the best for me :(
My hope is Band 7
SUSAN... Thanks for taught me so perfectly
I had look back
at everything that has turned out
at everything that has turned out
I enetered
PASUM with a vision to get 4.0 for both sem.
PASUM with a vision to get 4.0 for both sem.
Alhamdulillah.
I managed to get 4.0 for sem 1 and sem 2
All the countless hardwork had return with a good feeling
All the countless hardwork had return with a good feeling
Berbalik kepada asal
Aku masuk PASUM sebab nak ambil IJAZAH AKTUARI cepat2. Bukan main2.
adoiiii!
But everything had turned awayyyy. I just afraid of the future. Afraid of being rejected and while waiting for a graduate job oppurtunity to appear. Like this pictures saying
what should i do? accept the uncertainty rather than fight it. and start to think the amazing outcomes
that i cant predict will follow me wherever I go? help me 
that i cant predict will follow me wherever I go? help me
I am seriously in uncertainty
